what's wrong with me?

This is going to be a bit of a "I'm fed up so I feel like typing it out" rant.

the topic?

well, I may or may not hvae mentioned that Milly got Thermo's e-mail address while I was going out with him, anyway Thermo gave her addy to Adam and Adam gave it to other guy's that I'm friends with. Well, they love her and she likes them, it's great right? both groups of my friends are getting along.. but thats the thing, now each time Adam or pretty much any other guy talks to me it's only to ask me where she's been cause she's not answering his calls/texts etc.. or to tell me how great she is.. I'm glad they like her and everything but it's like they've replaced me, I've talked to Milly and told her I may be a tiny bit jealous and everything, but she honestly does not care.. she told me she'd make an effort but then in a conversation between them that I was joined into all she was doing was flirting.. I know I sound so so selfish right now but I'm just.. well jealous I guess..

anyway, that was my rant..


oh yeah and some of you might be happy to know that Sebby and I are going out BUUUT.. he doesn't want anyone to know.. I honestly don't know what to think of it, but one or two of my friends know and one or two of his do but yeah.. I don't know,,


I'm sorry for my selfishness of a blog..


love you all .xx

Kimmiixox