New Years... almost...

Hey!

New years tomorrow! my family is having a few people around for a BBQ and drinks so my brother has his friend Jake down and I'm haveing Cassie and Gracie over and their parents are coming to talk to my parents cause their good mates too.

Something weird, Jake keeps staring at me!! and asking me for hugs and I'm just like, "uhh.....??" hahahaaa it's frightening..

I ended up hanging out with him heaps today just talking about stuff cause my brother was on the phone with one of Jakes friends (a girl) from where he lives and he was trying to hook my brother up with him so yeahh.. we just sat in my room listening to eachothers Ipods and talking.. wasn't very interesting.. hahahaaa thats sounds so mean, hes cool though.

I wanted to post some lyrics but I can't get to the site that shows them and I'm not in the modd to type it all out... I'll keep trying though..

I'm sorry if this isn't extremly long, I will type for as long as I can, I'm just scared that Jake or Daniel (my brother) will turn around and ask me what I'm doing..

So yeahh... me and Thermo have made a promise that tomorrow at exactly midnight (the new year) that we will be thinking about nothing but eachother so we can both garuntee that eachother is thinking about us.. I think that was sweet since he was the one that suggested it!

okayy, I found the lyrics!
_________________________________________________________
This Kiss - Faith Hill

don’t want another heartbreak
I don’t need another turn to cry
I don’t want to learn the hard way
Baby, hello, oh, no, goodbye
But you got me like a rocket
Shooting straight across the sky

It’s the way you love me
It’s a feeling like this
It’s centrifugal motion
It’s perpetual bliss

It’s that pivotal moment
It’s impossible
This kiss, this kiss (Unstoppable)
This kiss, this kiss

Cinderella said to Snow White
How does love get so off course
All I wanted was a white knight
With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse

Ride me off into the sunset
Baby, I’m forever yours

It’s the way you love me
It’s a feeling like this
It’s centrifugal motion
It’s perpetual bliss

It’s that pivotal moment
It’s unthinkable
This kiss, this kiss (Unsinkable)
This kiss, this kiss

You can kiss me in the moonlight
On the rooftop under the sky
You can kiss me with the windows open
While the rain comes pouring inside
Kiss me in sweet slow motion
Let’s let every thing slide
You got me floating, you got me flying

It’s the way you love me
It’s a feeling like this
It’s centrifugal motion
It’s perpetual bliss
It’s that pivotal moment
It’s subliminal
This kiss, this kiss (It’s Criminal)
This kiss, this kiss
______________________________________________________

It might sound lame but I've been addicted to it all day hahahaa, I love it.
If you want to listen to it, go to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bHl3tOpk-I
It shows the lyrics so yeahh...

Well I better go, the guys keep looking over my shoulder.. Hope you have a good New Years!
at midnight, imagine that hypothetically [spelling?] I am giving you all a hug =D hahahaa


Kimmiixox

Totally Hooked!...

Hey!

I only just realised how much fun it was to write that huge post of annoying and worthless writing... so I'm going to do it again!!

I just found out that I will not be spending New Years with Cassie after all on account of her parents... actually I don't know she just said that we weren't going so yeahh... boring New Years for me.. hahahaa.

Right now I am on my cousins myspace and he plays guitar and apparently sings but I've never heard him before, so anyway on his myspace his song is "apparently" of him singing and playing guitar and hes actually not that bad.. who would have known! hahahaa.

I just noticed I write "hahahaaa" alot... I'm sorry! hahahaa *slaps self* I did it again!!
*silence..* hahahaa! I'm such a loser sometimes.


oh yeahh! I don't think I got one bad comment about my poem or my picture.. I was expecting flowing hate mail!

I suppose I should post another poem.. I suppose..

okay here it is:

_____________________________________________________________

Someday..

It better to have loved and lost,

Then hide it all and pay the cost,

The pain would not grow less and less,

But grow so large and cause you stress,

He left you lying on the ground,

His gorgeous face you'd like to pound,

But by this fate things are better,

Then if you'd never sent that letter,

Since he put you through that pain,

He doesn;t deserve your space of brain,

So leave him now and walk away,

He'll regret he lost you someday,

Someday...
_____________________________________________________________

how do ya like it? let me know!

and just before you ask, I do try and make most of my poems rhyme, I don't know why.. I like rhyming poems but I have been told that rhyming takes out meaning, it's sounds so professional when I say it like that hahaa but apparently it makes it sound like a kids cartoon..
at least thats what one of my friends told me...
what do you guys think?

By the way, you are the first people to hear any of these poems, many people have tried to steal my journal and read them, but they all failed hahahaa (oops I did it again! [hahahaa thats a song =P] )

Umm.. what else.. I just got a text!

it's from Sam, it says:

"hey, wats up?"

hahahaa the same old text, nearly every text I get says that.. random.. when Jade and I were friends she once sent me that text 20 times in a row, I'm not even exaggerating a little bit. 20 TIMES! hahahaa

I thinks thats all I have to say, it's longer then I usually do! but yeahh..



Kimmiixox

Leesha Owns This Post...

Hey!

hahahaa explantion towards the title, apparently I owe Leesha a verrrrrrryyyyyyy long post so I will try and make this long so don't blame me for any mindless and stupid rambling hahahaa.

Speaking of Leesha.. theres something I wanna say to her, actually I will make a shout out to more of you that I have met here since it's nearly new years and I wanna thank you guys so here goes.

Leesha: I think we all know you have the most drama filled life out of all of us but you are also one of the most amazing, caring girls I've ever met and I just wanna thankyou for everything, for providing posts for me to read and for reading and commenting on mine, your beautiful inside and out and don't let anyone tell you different, I don't wanna sound strange but I really feel like I know you and that you are one of my real friends, even if we've never met. Don't let life get you down.

Sammy: You are one of the most talented, pretty, nice and hilarious people I have ever met on this whole blogger thing, your beautiful inside and out and don't let anyone tell you different, I have loved reading your blog ever since I joined this thing and I have enjoyed it when you comment me as well. You are an amazing writer and I love the way you write and I don't wanna sound like a little kid asking for your autograph or anything but considering I am interesting in writing you are definately an inspiration to me in everyway, in writing ability and also an inspiration in general, Thankyou.

Christine: you are amazing and interesting with a blog and posts too match, I love reading about your life and what your going through and the way you write it makes it all the better and more enjoyable to read.

Mari: you are an amazing girl also, your organized and interesting and your always posting and planning things for us bloggers such as the secret santa and the blogger group etc.. Just remember your beautiful and I love reading your posts and I love recieving comments from you. Thankyou also.

So now I have thanked everyone.. except PF but I don't think she reads anymore so yeahh..

What else have I got to say..

my friend Milly who I mentioned a while back is coming down the Thursday after New Years I think and we might be doing surfing lessons cause' it's like a tradition with us and she wants to meet Thermo so we might do that..

umm.. oh yeahh and for New Years I think I am going away with Cassie and her family but they aren't sure yet so yeahh, we'll see about that. I think I will post a picture of me to the side and then if I go to New Years I will try and get photos of me and Cassie cause' we said if we go we will get all dressed up and actually wear dresses (neither of us wear dresses much.. ever ahahaa) so yeahh.. that might be cool.

What to talk about.. what to talk about...I have been writing lots of poetry lately but I don;t really think it's that good.. so if anyone wants to see any of my poems just ask but don't expect anything good much so yeahh.. I love writing but I'm not extremly good at it, some people say my vocabulary is "way to huge for my 13 year old mind" hahahaa quoted from my friend Gracie, I don't think my vocab is that big.

Ramdom Story: one day in english we were discussing the book "Bridge to Terabithia" and the teacher asked me what the bridge at the end symbolizes and I said something along the lines of, "it symbolizes the way that Jess is using building the bridge as a physical way of emotionally moving past his friend Leslie's death but yet he will still never forget her." and 2 people turned around and said, "Huh?! in english please!!" so yeahh.. random..

Gee, I don't know how you all write such long posts! this is harder then it looks and I don't think it's very long or long enough yet...

I know! I'll tell you what I got for Christmas, well the main things I got was:

- a new Sony Ericsson phone
- a white Ipod nano 4gb
- some shirts and other clothes
- hair dryer
- $20 for Itunes

and some other things I can't remember..

Umm.... oh yeahh turns out Jake likes Milly hahahaaa and hes probably coming down the same time she is but the thing is Milly has a boyfriend s Jake is sad I think.. well naturally you'd think he would be since he likes her... I don't know..

I really hope this is long enough.. I don;t have anything else too say.. I don't think.. well I'll just stop now and if I think of something else I'll tell yous in another post

So..
Let me know if you want to see some poems, tell me your opinions on some of the things I've said... and thats it..



Kimmiixox

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Randomnessss& Christmasss...

Hey!

Sorry for not posting, I went away to see family and then I was busy with Christmas shopping etc.. please forgive me!!

Anyways...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

So anyway, I went to see my family and I went Christmas shopping and I bought:

- Chocolates (for Thermo)
- Matching dogtag necklaces that say "Friends Forever" (for Cassie)

and thats about it.. I had already bought everything else for my family and stuff...
I was totally stressing about what I was going to get for Thermo, do you think I made a good choice?


Well thats all I have to say..


Kimmiixox

The Date...

Hey!

I guess I should tell you about the daaaate I had with Thermo yesterday.


Well, we had arranged to meet at 12.00 at my parents shop but I told him I would be there from 9.00AM but then in the morning my mum told me that I could sleep in and she would come and pick me up before 11.00 so I wouldn't be late and so I woke up at 9.00 and just hung around but then, at 9.30 I got a call from my mum saying that Thermo showed up at like 10 to 9 so I wouldn't be alone until 12.00 and my mum said she was in the car and that Thermo was with her, so then we hung up and I looked around our house and I was like,

"ARGHHH!!!"

But anyway, they showed up and my mum drove us into town and she was talking to Thermo and she kept saying things to me like,

"Hahahahaa, nice choice, Kim, this guy is great"

and I felt like falling down in my seat but it was funny, so then we got into town and we started walking down the street and talking and mucking around, we bought random things in places like "The Reject Shop" and "the $2+ Shop" and if you don't know what they are, they're just shops where you can buy food and random things for really cheap prices so that was fun.

Then we decided that we would go bowling! so we walked down to the place and we got shoes and everything and he ended up winning because I kept missing because I'm bad like that hahahaa, then when we were giving the shoes back the guy gave us our score sheet and he looked straight at Thermo and said,

"Dude, your supposed to let the girl win!"

But we just cracked up laughing and left, then we went back to my parents shop because my mum had texted me telling us that Thermo had to go home :(

So we got to the shop and he called his mum and she was telling him he had to go home and look after his brother and he asked him mum if I could come over and look after his brother with him, so then we started walking to his house and we decided to go a different way so then we got lost but then he was like,

"Ah well, the longer it takes us to find the way, the longer I get to spend with you"

Then we finally made it there and his brother kept giving me these weird smiles and I was like, "okayy...??" hahahaa.

While we were there we just played with his gorgeous dog names Pepper and we were play fighting over who got to hug Pepper and then Pepper kept coming to me so Thermo was acting all jealous and was like:

"fine then! if it's gunna be like that, Pepper and I will fight over you!"

so Thermo was chasing trying to hug me hahahaa
Then his mum came home and she was really really nice too me and she drove us down to this mall thing and gave us money so we went and bought some stuff and some things his mum wanted and Jade was there!! so we were hiding behind things because she was weird about us going out and yeahh, then his mum dropped me at my parents shop and I had to go home..

So that was my date!

sorry if it was boring to read hahhaaa I think I made it pretty long..




Kimmiixox

Long Time..No Post...

Hey!

I'm sorry for not posting! just no mood there hahahaa I will try very hard to update on everything!


So...
school ended YESTERDAY!!! I was happy hahaha

but I will talk about the last 3 days of school because they were cool.
(hahaha school rhymes with school!! random)

Well on Wednesday we had a choir performance for some "seniors" or "old people" and we were told that we had to "chat" with them and make conversation, so as a joke I went up to this teacher we all hate and this is what happened:

Kim: Hi Mr. Philly!
Him: Hi Kim ______ (thats my last name)
Kim: How are you Mr. Philly?
Him: I'm good, Kim
silence...
Kim: I'm practising my chat!
Him: Thats very good, Kim
Kim: Yes, How do you think I'm doing?
Him: You're doing... GREAT!
Kim: Thankyou very much, Where do you come from Mr. Philly?
Him: I come from my mummys tummy!!

after those words left his mouth it was like one of those things where you hear the rewind sound and it repeats in slow motion:

m y m u m m y s t u m m y y y y. . . .

ARGH! hahahaaa


Then Thurday we went down to this big hall to practise for our speech night where we have a huge assembly and they give out awards and things, then we went home and Jacqui came over after school so we could take her to speech night and so we went and I actually got an award for the first time in my life!!! I got the "citizenship award" which is apparently when,
"you are nice and caring towards your peers and teachers, I didn't get up to recieve it for about a minute cause I kept looking to the person next to me saying,

"did they just say me?? was that me? are you serious? oh my goooshhhh was it me?"

Friday we were just mucking around and I was wearing a hat that I own that looks like the picture I showed you that Josh was wearing that one day. Anyway, I own a hat like that and my homeroom teacher has been jealous of it all year so I was wearing it to be annoying hahahaa then on the last day I bought her a special hat to remember me by because she is moving away and she burst into tears and gave me a hug.

Then I went to Emilys house and got ready for a party we were going to for a girl from my class called Belinda and yeah, it was pretty boring for a party hahhaa we played singstar and Emily& I sung Sk8ter boi by Avril Lavigne, GOOD FUN!

Then when we got back Emily was texting Cassies ex off my phone and now they are going out so Cassie is upset with Emily!! so thats drama hahaha


and thats about it...
I am going on a date with Thermo on Monday so that should be fun, nothing major we will just hang out I suppose but yeah, I'll let you know more on that later... thanks for not hating me!


Kimmiixox

Time To Partayyy...

Hey!

I'm feeling much better so I thought I should post while the mood lasted for the one or two people who might possibly like this blog.

Anyway, the reason for not posting, apart from my non-posting mood was that yesterday afternoon my family and I packed up and went to my old hometown for one of my mum's friends 40th birthday party and it was actually a d i s c o

So last night I pretty much stayed up until 1:30 in the morning dancing to old music and hanging out with an old friend of mine named Charlotte, then I stayed at her house and left and came home early today and here I am!


I don't have alot to talk about..
I'm over all the things that I mentioned in my last post except the first one which didn't really need getting over hahahaa, I guess I should tell you about it.. so here goes:



Well, I was hanging out with Nathan and Thermo at lunchtime at school and we were all sitting under this HUGE tree that we have at our school and it's kind of in the middle of no where so we were away from everyone else and we were just talking and Nathan decided he would climb up the tree even though he wasn't allowed to so Thermo and I were just sitting under the tree laughing at Nathan, then I felt Thermo staring at me so I looked at him and I asked him what was wrong, and then he said:

"can I kiss you?"

and then we kissed and I swear on it, it was the most perfect moment of my life so far.


So thats all I gotta say..


Kimmiixox

Whats new...

whats been happening with me you say?




I've had my first kiss with the BEST guy in the world

I have had people wish I am dying from whatever illness I have

I've had some of the people I thought were awsome totally ditch me and hate me

I am in no writing mood right now...

that last thing happened just 5 minutes ago...
I'll post another time...



Kimmiixox - :(

A Romantic Gesture...

Hey!

Well... I thought that after yesterday everyone knew about me and Thermo but apparently they didn't. At recess I was hanging out with Gracie, Nathan and Thermo and I was talking to Thermo and then suddenly Alice, a girl in my class, came up to me and said:

"ohhhhh, I think I see a bit of a love reletionship between you and Thermo coming up!"

then I was like:

"there already is one!"

so then Gracie was screaming at me about how I got a boyfriend and I didn't call her straight away when the truth was I thought she knew! so then everyone was talking about how cute we are together.

Then after school he came up behind me when I was at my locker and I had my lunch box open in front of me cause I was hungry and the put a full block of chocolate in front of me in my lunch box. Then I was like:

"Whats this for?"

and he said:

"because I love you!"

Then I said:

"Aww...I feel special!"

and he said:

"you are!"

I thought that was soo sweet!!
Then Cassie came up behind me and said:

"Kim, when your boyfriend gives you a present you say thankyou and give him a hug!!"

So I ran up behind him and gave him a huge hug, then he was like:

"Awww....I feel special now"

and I said:

"you are"

Then the teacher came and told us to get out of the school corrindors so we went outside, then Thermo gave ma another hug cause he had to go.

Then just before I found out he has a tennis competion tomorrow so he promised that if I give him a hug and a kiss before he leaves he will win it for me hahahaa.

so that was pretty much my day!

I have 2 questions for you guys,

1. Do you think that when people get boyfriends they write about them to much? and do you find it annoying when they do??

2. Have you ever heard of guy ever having blogs??



Kimmiixox

The Bark Is Worse Then The Bite...

Hey!

Well I woke up this morning all nervous at what would happen but when I got to school only 2 people made a remark less then supportive about Thermo and I.

I was also worried about what I would say when I saw Thermo. When I got to school and I walked into the classroom I saw Thermo sitting there on my desk talking to the guy who sits next to me but he didn;t notice me, but then I had to put something on my desk so I walked over and tried to be fast about it but then he turned around and his straight face went to a smile in about 0.5 of a second and like I said, it takes alot to get him to smile properly so I definatly felt special hahahaa.


But the scariest part of the day was when Jade and Breanna suddenly came and sat right down next to me and started staring at me, then finally Breanna said something:

"Are you really going out with Thermo?"

so I said:

"Maybe"

Then Jade practically screamed:

"That is just soo cute!!"

Then Breanna kept coming up to me and saying things like:

"Okay, Kim. At this point in time there is no kissing allowed in your reletionship!"

I was scared... hahahaa
Then just before Matt, the guy who orininally thought that I shouldn't be dating Thermo, told Thermo that we should kiss tomorrow but thats not all, apparently we have to let him watch. I'm sorry, but I'm not going to kiss Thermo in front of Matt just because Matt wants me to.
But...when I asked Thermo what he thought about Matt saying that and he said that he wouldn't do that kind of thing but that he, "wouldn't mind kissing me tomorrow if Matt wasn't watching" so thats just a random piece of info for you!


So thats all...


Kimmiixox

Boy Problems...

Hey!

Wow! love is definatly testing me, nearly all the things that could happen to try and break me and Thermo up has happened in the last 2 hours. I guess I should tell you about it.

Well, first of all for the first time in ages I was talking to Nathan and when he found out I was with Thermo he suddenly got really really sad and wouldn;t tell anyone what was wrong, then finally he admitted to what was wrong. The reason Nathan was sad was apparently because the day he found out about Thermo and I was actually the day he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend. I was so shocked and never saw it coming, but after a really long talk he said that he would be fine but he still seems upset and I don't know what to do.

Then suddenly Matt (Emily's ex) came online and asked if Thermo and I were going out and I said yes, then he started saying that Thermo and I were the strangest couple ever and that I was ugly and Thermo could do way better, then another guy in my class called Bryan said the same thing to Thermo.

Then Thermo was talking to me and said that Bryan had said that he could do better then me and that I was ugly. At that point I swore that he was about to break up with me because they were making fun of him for going out with me but instead he said:

"hahhah, what an idiot, your beautiful!"

I was shocked, then I asked him:

"don't you care what they think?"

and he said:

"no! your beautiful and I love you!!"


I guess thats why I love him so much, it's like we are the only people in the world and no one else matters, even though the teasing me bugs me but I'm not going to let them ruin this..



Kimmiixox

It's Official!...

Hey!


Well if you haven't guessed already, it's official!
I, Kim, am the girlfriend of Thermo!!!
and the best thing is, I didn't have to ask him, he actually asked me!!

Because of this I am extremely happy right now! which would of course explain my overuse of exclamation marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry I can't write more right now, I'm getting called here and there by my parents.



Kimmiixox

Oh...My...Gosh...

-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
do you have a crush on Emily right now?
thermo_ says:
ummmm
thermo_ says:
half half
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
okayy
thermo_ says:
shes tlkative nd im not
thermo_ says:
lol
thermo_ says:
but shes awsom
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
lol
thermo_ says:
u r 2 but im over u
thermo_ says:
but we're still awsomnessfulnessfulnessfulfulnes friends

"oh no...my heart is breaking again..."

-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
lol why yaa over me??
thermo_Threlfall says:
cause u said noooooooooooo
thermo_ says:
oh well
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
but what if I meant yeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssss
thermo_ says:
did u?
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
maybee....
thermo_ says:
c'moooooooonnnn
thermo_Threlfall says:
u dnt hav 2 tell
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
I do like you
thermo_ says:
thx
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
no problem
thermo_ says:
on the last holidays...
thermo_ says:
we went 2 bendigo
thermo_ says:
nd all the girls d meeee
thermo_ says:
twas scaryyy
thermo_ says:
but cool
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
lol I don;t blame them hahaaa your awsumm
thermo_ says:
awwwww thx legend
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
it's okay
thermo_ says:
ur daawsomnessfulnessfulnessfulfulnes friend i got though
thermo_ says:
hehe u cant deny that though
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
awwww.....your soooo sweet!! hahahaa I love you!
thermo_ says:
hehe i feel loved againnnn!!
thermo_ says:
feels pretty gd
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
lol
-K i m- Thermo&&Nathan..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa..♥ you guyys!!...xoxo says:
well yaa can always feel good cause I always love yaa
thermo_Threlfall says:
i love u tooooooooooooooo


ohhhhhh.....myyyyyy.......goshhhh!!!!


Kimmiixox

It Is As We Feared..I Think...

Hey!

Okay, I'm almost positive that I am 95% sure that I love Thermo...
it sounds more confusing then it really is, it made sense when I thought to write it.


Well I suppose I should talk about my day..
I got an A in my maths test I took the other day, I had a science test and I felt I did okay...
but even with such a good score on a test my head still hurts!!
After school today I went to the docters again and she sent me off for a blood test, thats 4 tablespoons of blood I'll never get back! and she says that I may have diet issues OR I am suffering depression or stress... so she is going to get my blood checked out and let me know and if it comes back a particular way I will have to have a cat scan and if it comes back fine they are going to send me to a Pediatrician (spelling?) baisically a kid docter so yeahh...and I'm still on 8 pills per day...

Oh you wanted the interesting stuff?
Well not much interesting is happening..Just hung out with Thermo and my friends and things..Nathan a.k.a MR. LEGEND hasn;t been at school for the last 3 days :(
oh yeah! and apparently my mum talked to Jacqui's mum and apparently Jacqui feels I am neglecting her which if I do I totally don't mean so I am going to invite her over tomorrow night because we don't have school!! I am happy :D I just texted Jacqui asking if she wanted to come so I'm waiting for a reply.

Just a random question, is it just me or are my posts getting longer and longer??
hahahaa random...

Also thanks to the people who added me on MSN, I don't go on much but I will go on as much as possible, just for you guys!


Umm.... I have nothing more to say..I guess my posts really aren;t getting longer hahaa...



Kimmiixox

Is It Love?...

Hey!
umm... not alot happened today worth talking about..
I just thought I would talk more about this thing with Thermo..

Cristine, you asked to me to tell you more about Thermo, but you didn't tell me what about him you wanted to know so I'm going to try and tell you everything.

THERMO

LOOKS-

black hair, regular length but kind of longish with a fringe that covers just the top of his eyes and the cutest smile, really really fit and a bit taller then me.

PERSONALITY-

super quiet and barely ever talks but when you get him talking hes the nicest guy you'll ever meet. He loves to joke and teases me about being strange and goofy but then makes a point of making sure I know he was kidding and saying that I should know he thinks I'm a legend. I mentioned he has a cute smile, well as well as being quiet he usually doesn't laugh but he just sits there so when you get a smile outta him, you definatly feel special.

Well thats Thermo alright...
[[NOTICE]] if you want to know anything else or something in more detail just let me know.

I just can't keep wondering if I really like him. When I look back at the way I describe him I try to think of a different way to describe him for example his smile, I described it as cute, not many friends describe a guy whos only a friend as cute unless it's in a totally detached manner so I'm going to give you the difficult task of telling me your opinion, do you think I love Thermo? or does it sound like a friendship thing?

Thankyou for listening to the rambles of me once again...

Kimmiixox

[[ my e-mail address is... kimz-123@hotmail.com ]]

So Sorry...

Hey!
I'm back again, I get my laptop back tonight so I will post more but for now I need to finnish my other post...where was I? oh yeahh! Nathan and Thermo.

Well all us three were sitting on the ground at the rock climbing wall and just talking when Thermo dared me to try and beat 3 of my friends, Emily, Jacqui and Gracie who were already halfway up to the top, so I got the gear and I started climbing and I actually bet them ahahaa I felt special. Then when I got off I dared Nathan and Thermo to race each other up the wall which I thought would be funny cause Nathan is kind of a punk-ish computer nerd and Thermo is a full sport addict ahahah but suprisingly they came a draw!

Then I grabbed some free stuff from a store called "The White Elephant" and waited outside with Emily for her mum, then when she came we went to her place and hung out a bit in a small forest out the back of her house, then we went to some guys 40th birthday BBQ and texted Matt who was hanging out with Travis who was Emily's boyfriend until he dumped her today, that big meanie! hahahahaa. Then in the morning we made pancakes for breakfast and Emily was just grabbing the mapel syrup and we hadn;t cooked the mixture yet so randomly she turned around and said:

"Hey, how about we chuck some dye in?"

and I said yes so we ended up having BLUE pancakes hahaha, they were yumm...
Then we were talking to Thermo and we were asking him who he liked and he wouldn't tell us so we were asking him if I left who he tell and if Emily left and he talked to me would he tell. Then I went home and I got on the computer and this is what happened:


-K i m- Nathan&&Thermo..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa...xoxo says:
hii!
Thermo_ says:
I like you, I got tired of dragging you and Emily along...
-K i m- Nathan&&Thermo..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa...xoxo says:
you..like..me?
Thermo_ says:
yes, I like you..
-K i m- Nathan&&Thermo..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa...xoxo says:
like a cursh or...actually like?
Thermo_ says:
I actually don't know.. do you like me? if you don't I don't mind..

This got me thinking....I never thought of Thermo like that but now he mentioned it, butterflies filled my stomach and I couldn't tell what I was feeling... either I liked Thermo or a large bunch of moths had accidentally been thrown down into my stomach...or some other strange occurance has taken place in me...

-K i m- Nathan&&Thermo..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa...xoxo says:
I actually don't know...
Thermo_ says:
ohh..well that doesn't matter, friends? *insert hug emotion here*
-K i m- Nathan&&Thermo..my legend buddyys forevaa&& evaa...xoxo says:
suree, friends *insert another hug emotion*

So thats it... today and yesterday nothing has changed at school with Thermo and me, we talk and hang out as usual so I don't think hes upset..but I keep thinking..do I actually love Thermo?
I know I like him, hes one of the best friends I've ever had, even above some of the girls I've been friends with but I think I feel closer to him then he does to me... I'm confused!
I thought I liked Josh, I think I had to admit to myself that I don't think I know what love is and who I'm feeling it towards, I just don't know...

In other less unusual news, I almost fainted in PE yesterday and got sent home early, I texted Rachel in the Sickbay who lives across the road to me to let her know that I wouldn't be on the bus then I came home and slept and thats all...nothing new today at all.


Kimmiixox

In a Rush....

Hey!
sorry for not posting, after the fair I decided to go to Emily's for a sleepover, then when I got home it was too late to post and my Dad took away my laptop so I couldn't post so I have to try and fit alot in, if I don't finnish I will ask for my laptop and end it later so I'm sorry if the post is incomplete.

Anyway, at the fair it was pretty fun.. I had choir at 10:15 AM and then after around 5 minutes I left and walked around a bit and talked to a few people I haven't seen in a while like TYLER!!
He is this awsome guy who used to go to my school but changed for highschool so yeahh..but since I saw him last hew grew so tall and his voice was all low, every one was teasing me when I said it was deep, they were like:

"ohhhhhh low and sexy, aye Kim?"

then I hung around with Nathan and Thermo, ever since we came up with the nick names we have become such good friends, I love my girl friends and everything but I absoulutly love having guy friends! random I know but I do!


gotta go end later!

Living in a World of Medication& Bed Rest...

Hey!
sorry for not posting since...Tuesday I think it was.. I have been really sick with this stupid headache and it even came to the stage where I had to go to the doctors because it was just to severe in my mums words, so now I am taking, no joke, 6 tablets per day for 1 and 1/2 weeks then I have to go back to the doctors and if it's still going badly I have to get a cat scan but my mum thinks I'll be okay, easy for her to say :(
So anyway.. school fair tomorrow! nothing special happening, I have to sing with the choir at 10:30 and do a bin round at 1:00 pm and then I am just going to hang around I suppose..nothing better to do hahah.
In other news, I may not be able to meet fancy Italian dude cause' my mum is saying that I can't go because it is on a school day and if she drives me I will miss school and she doesn't want that and she doesn;t want me taking the train by myself because it's a pretty long way and it's to a city where there are all those druggys and scary people hahahaa.
What else happened..oh yeah! I may or may not have told you that Emily has recently gotten a new boyfriend and at lunch time today there was a romour that he was hanging out the front of the school so Cassie, Lexia and some other people went to see if it was true and sure enough there were two guys riding around on their bikes but Emily never got to see him because she was training for this school competition for cricket or something so yeahh..then Matt (Emily's ex) crossed out of school grounds to talk to them and got a huuuuuuuge lecture from the vice principal.
Also news on Josh and Bethany, apparently recently they broke up but then Bethany's mum found out and heard Bethany crying and somehow got them back together. Then today I was talking to her and I asked her how she was and everything and to be nice I asked about her and Josh, her answer was longer and more detailed then I thought it would be. She kept talking about how hes "so boring" and never does anything with her, then she said that she thinks the only reason hes dating her is cause' her mum told him to. Then she grabbed my shoulders, turned me around and faced me toward where Josh was. He was wearing one of those hats,
<< like that. Except it was black and Josh looked soo cute, I was just staring at him, then Bethany interupted my thoughts by complaining about how he was fridget and how shes taking depression pills because he doesn;t hang out with her enough which confused me because everytime I saw them today they were together except for the last few minutes I was talking to Bethany, then my bus came so I gave her the best advice I could think of, "If you love/like him, then talk to him about it. If you don't, then explain it to him and leave him because your not doing any good for either of you by staying if you don't." I apologized to her because I am not very good at advice and then I left for the bus, all the way home I couldn't stop thinking about what would happen if Bethany and Josh broke up..I couldn't help thinking about what it would be like if we ever go together but then I decided to forget it. Even if they did break up I don;t think I could ever do that to Bethany, she'd hate me so much. So thats about it...here I am! Thats about all I have to say.. please leave comments! Kimmiixox

Giddy Up Horsey...

Hey!
today was uneventful...just school really, still got a headache though. This morning Mum suggested I need a doctor because most headaches last a few hours to a day but mine has lasted for 2 weeks non-stop so shes worried about me.

Not much happened at school except when at lunch time Lexia ran up behind me and said:

"you are the cheese on my pizza!"

And I have to admit I was freaked out so I just randomly said:

"you are the tomato sauce on my vallina ice-cream!"

then everyone laughed at me hahaha.


Nothing else interesting happened until 6.00 tonight when a girl in her 20's came to go for a ride with me and my horse Brandy with her horse Louey which was difficult to keep them concentrated because a week in a paddock together has caused some attraction hahahaa.

Just a random question:

are you interested in horses? if you are, do you own one? if you don't know about them, would you want to learn?


Also just an addition to what I was talking about last most abnout Milly. Tonight I got an e-mail from her saying?:
________________________________________________________

"Hey!
guess what? since your single and you and Tom are practically made for eachother I'm going to do you a favour. The games that will be playe at my party are:

- Truth or Dare
- 3 minutes in heaven
- spin the bottle

Don't say I never do anything for you!

Byee! xoxo...
- Millzy.
_______________________________________________________

so now I want to know:
what have been some of your experiences with games such as these?

Thats all from me...


Kimmiixox

School is School...

Hey!

First of all I just wanted to say sorry if anyone took any offense to my last post, I was not trying to call any one shallow, I promise.

Anyway..about today..umm..
Today was just an ordinary day, we had PE but I got out of it because of my headache and I was really dizzy and couldn't walk straight which of course made me look like a total drunk but anyway, I just stood on the side and scored.

Also a friend of mine Milly who lives in a different city to me about 2-3 hours away called me last night and invited me to her birthday party on Friday the 30th, I still don;t know if I'm able to go yet since I think it's on a school day and if I do go I might have to take a train alone because I think my mum will be working but thats not the point right now ahahah, according to her we will be dressing up as The Veronicas together because it is a "dress up as a celebrity" party, while I'm there I will meet her boyfriend for the first time so that should be good, I can make sure hes good enough for our little Milly haha just kidding. Also she wouldn't stop talking about this guy she has invited to her party, an Italian guy whos name I think is Tom, anyway she kept saying how perfect we were for eachother and how cool it would be if we "hooked up" at her party.

Anyway I'm sorry for the short post and I'm sorry for possibly offending anyone with my earlier posts.


Kimmiixox

I've Been Thinking....

Hi!
well this morning I decided to check for comments and reading them and seeing how both Sammy and LilMizMari both think that looks take a fair part in being attracted to someone and it really made me think about it...but then I pushed the thought aside and took a huge panadol for my headache. Then earlier this afternoon I was watching video blogs on youtube and I came across one and it was a guy talking about what he looked for in a girl so out of boredom and possibly a bit of curiousity I watched it..and he said the same thing..
he said that he had a friend whos a girl who emotionally and through interests and etc.. is perfect for him but he is not physically attracted to her so he coudld not enforce a romantic reletionship with her..and again and again this idea kept going through my head and I just kept thinking about it, about how so many people focus on looks..
some do a little bit
some do alot
but as I look back..I don;t think I have known anyone who never judges by looks..
even I judge by looks without noticing it...it's like an instinct we have that looks matter.
When I say this I'm not trying to say that you guys are shallow cause' your not at all and if anyone says you are, then welcome to a group of about 6 billion people who live on planet earth and most likely judge by looks much much more then you do.

Well I think I have rambled on enough, thanks for your thoughts!


Kimmiixox

Perfectly Pure Boredom...

Hey!
today is not an interesting day for writing..just a day of torturing me with boredom and a severe headache I have been enduring the pain of for about 2 weeks..

So to cure my boredom I will just answer comments and ask random questions since nothing is happening..

COMMENTS...

PF Nelly - Hey! hahah I love the word too! flirting? me? never! hahahaa nah I seriously wasn't trying to flirt...does it really sound like I was? hahahaa he used to do that when we went out as well...hes just like that full stop hahahaa. ARGH! the news just gets worse! all the painful possibilites hahaha.

xo LilMizMari xo - Hey! you think lots of people likey me hahaha I don't think he does, Oh..my...gosh you are violent...I like it!! :D

Thanks for the comments guys! you 2 seem to be the only people who comment mostly..except Sammy..

Adam just signed on MSN..the big jump up, to talk...or not to talk? I'm sorry..I'm in a weird mood today hahahaha...

Random Question..

When decided you like someone...how much do you focus on looks and how much on personality?
please say it as a percentage, example:

Looks: 20%
Personality: 80%


If you have read all tehway through, I congradulate you because this post must be found extremely boring!


Kimmiixox

Chocolate gets you in my Good Books...

Hey!

umm...what happened today..

Well I didn't see Josh or Bethany all day but I heard they were at school so nothing interesting happened with them that I know of..

Oh yeah! theres this guy called Adam who I actually dated a while back, anyway today he was being strange so I told him he was weird and he was acting all offended in a really cute way and I just cracked up at him and hes like:

"I made you laugh! does that make me less of an idiot?"

and I was like:

"maybe...but your not as cool as Mr. Legend.........yet hahaha"

then he goes:

"well maybe this will change your mind..."

then he put his arm around my shoulder, and I was like:

"my mind isn't changing...yet"

then walked away.

Then after school he goes:

"has your mind changed yet?"

and I go:

"not all the way.."

and he said:

"aww...damn..wait! I got something for you!!"

and I was like"

"what?"

and he said:

"a bag of chocolate"

and then he gave me the whole bag of chocolate and I was like...YUM! but I told him I felt guilty so after school we were just sharing this whole bag of chocolate, then my bus came so I said goodbye and started to walk away. Then he called after me:

"Hey! do you think I'm cool yet?"

and I was like:

"definatly..but you've got a long way to go to match Nathan"

and he was like:

"challenge accepted!!"

so recently hes being all nice to me so yeah...
not much else to say really....except that teachers are so annoying!!!

Today in French and English whenever I knew the answer to something the teacher woulds stare at me and then choose someone else and then whenever I didn't know the answer she would immediately pick me, it was annoying...

so yeahh....

COMMENTS:

PF Nelly - hey! ahahaha yeah, she is known as the slutty type. Yeah, him seeing me crying could end badly.. hahahha a peck? NO WAY!!! hahahha omg! bleeding..braces...oh the drama!! thank gosh I don't have braces, but the fear remains for the rest hahaha ah well.

xo LilMizMari xo - Hey! I wouldn't call her my friend exactly, ahahahha you go get her!! just kidding, she'd worry about breaking a nail sorry to say. Thanks so much for your comment!!


Kimmiixox


[[New Word]] Nong....... Definition- traslates into: idiot, weirdo, strange person and all kinds of things like that but can also be used as a verb which can translate into: kill, stab, light on fire and any other forms of pain causing that your brilliant little minds can come up with :D

Puppy Love Gets Squished By A Car...

Hey!
Random title, but it fits.

Not alot happened today,
well I guess I should talk about the title.
Tday at lunch I was just eating my yogurt (with out a spoon might I mention for detail) when Bethany came up to me and she just started talking to me randomly about normal stuff then suddenly she goes:

"Ohhh my gosh!! Josh is soooooosweet!! last night he, like, told me I was a good kisser hehe"

and no I am not exaggerating, thats an exact quote, she sounded so happy with her self but I didn't want to be mean so I said:

"hahahaa cool"

then she looked at me with a pitiful look and said:

"Oh..right, you like Josh..I feel sooooo sorry for you!! hee hee you must be so jealous of me!"

then Josh called her over she was like:

"heehee, my hottie awaits"

and she ran off, but as she sat down Josh just looked at me and I swear I was about to cry but I walked away before I could and I could feel Josh's eyes burning into me as a I walked away.

Then Gracie and I had lunch time sports but when we went to the gym where they were held no one was there so we just sat there and talked. Then we noticed that our sport group was playing soccer outside instead so we ran over and Mr. Philly was like:

"YOUR LATE! you are on the year seven team shooting that way GET IN THERE!"

So Gracie and I just stood there talking to some of the boys since we were the only two year seven girls on our team.

and thats about all....boring day overall..

To reply comment or not reply comment...oh I will.

xo LilMizMari xo - Hey! ahahaa I don't think he likes me, if you knew just how pretty Bethany was you'd understand and I'm not exactly what people look for in a girl hahaha. Your right! it is my me so I should do what me wants, right? hahahaa oh well though.

PF Nelly - Hey! hahaha I know, something to be proud of, right? first detention for drawing on my arm... ahhaha congrats for detention virginity!! hahah you give me alot of Kudos? hah thanks for commenting! me? I thinkk I'm with you on the whole kiss thing, I have had a simple peck but nothing more so I guess thats what I'm waiting for.

Sammy - hahha yeah it was pretty stupid, staring definatly took some boredom out of it though hahaha! thanks for the comment!!

live-laugh-love-sing xx - Hey!! hahahaa thats what Bethany says, "aww..you have a crush on my boyfriend! thats cute as! hahaha you must be so jealous!!"

Sorry guys! my mum is yelling...again.


Kimmiixox

Puppy Love...

Hey!
Sorry again!!
nothing really to talk about...
oh yeah! I got my very first detention today, I know it's nothing to be proud of but it'd one of the only interesting things that happened all day.

Well...basically I got a detention for writing on my arm, and not even anything major, I just wrote, "Kim& Emily = Buddyyys!!" and Emily wrote the same on her arm so she got a detention as well. Now you may be wondering what the title has to do with anything. Well.. guess who just happened to be in detention sitting right infront of me...

If you guessed Josh you are right and the stupidest thing is, that even though he was sitting next to Bethany the whole time, he kept turning around, staring, then smiling at me and I have to admit I did a bit of staring myself, at the back of his head...I felt like a 5 year old with one of those puppy love crushes, staring at him like that for the whole half hour of detention, except for occasionally blowing in Emily's ear which was to cure my boredom.

Then last 2 periods I had choir! all we did was sing songs and talk about our performance at the school fair in 2 weeks, by the way, Bthany had gone away to Queensland for a while and when she got back today there was a romour going round that Bethany had lost her virginity in Queensland, but I thought it was a stupid thing to care about and that no one had the right to know anyway but then Bethany came up to me and said:

"Is everyone saying that I lost my virginity?!"

and I said yes, then she said:

"(insert verryyyyy naughty word starting with "F") why did she tell?"

and walked away..I'm not positive but that sounded like it might be true, but it's none of my business anyway so I'm not worrying.


Kimmiixox

QUESTION: when you say you want your first kiss, what kind of kiss are you talking about?
- a peck?
-something of the tounge variety?

Reply To PassionFlower...

Hey!
nothing new is happening and I'm kind of bored so I am going to make a reply to PF who was the only person to comment my last post. If you haven't read it or anything just scroll down and read.

PF Nelly - Hahahaa I thought it was pretty cool too. Neither I'm afraid, I was over Jake in that way 4 years ago but ever since we liked eachother in prep (yes we've known eachother that long) he still claims to like me 9 years later and Sebby...hes just a friend, the kind of friend that if you think about going out with them you think "That would be weird...."
If I had to choose someone I might say I like Josh but I'm not going there since hes taken and has never really paid any attention to me......ever.

I just thought of something interesting to tell you, last night I was on MSN talking to a guy called Nathan that goes to my school in my year and another guy named Mat (not other Matt, different Mat) and Nathan decided that we should all have nicknames and this is how it turned out:

Kim: The Legend
Nathan: Mr. Legend
Mat: Thermo the Legendary

just a note, Thermo is Mat's other nick name so that why it's like that.


Kimmiixox

Gotta Love Friends....

Hey!
Sorry about lackage of postage yet again!
Parents and their ways if ya'know what I mean.

But anyway, today was a basic school day..
We had a french test 6th period and not to brag but I'm pretty sure I did good hahaha

Then we had english and the teacher gave us a whole bunch of sheets to do and Jade was sitting in front of me turned around and started talking to Sebby who sits next to me and says:

"Sebby! wanna walk home with me tonight?"

Which is normal since they live near eachother but she said it in a really flirty way. So Sebby is sitting there really confused and says:

"Why are you talking like that?!"

(In a nice way of course) and Jade gives him this look and goes:

"I'm in a flirtatous mood"

Then Sebby turned to me and looked at me as if to say "weird..." and I cracked up laughing.

After a while Sebby kept asking me stupid things about the easiest questions and I was just like:

"Why are you asking about this?!"

And he looked at me a smirked and said:

"I'm in a flirtatous mood..."

and rolled his eyes at Jade which totally made me laugh.
Then I had an "evil glare competion" with a guy called Will in my english class and I won!
then Sebby turns to me and goes:

"Aw...damn! I'm jealous of you now!"

Now I know it seems Sebby and I have weird conversations but as embarressing as it is..he cracks me up! and I have the time of my life when I'm with him.

Then it was after school and Emily, Cassie, Jacqui and I just stood around and talked and then Jacqui and my bus came so I hugged Cassie and Emily good bye, I know it's weird but Cassie, Emily and I have this thing that whenever we say goodbye we do those weird kisses that French people do where you never actually touch them but you actually kiss the air around them.

Then I took the bus home and here I am!
And just then I got a text message from Jake, you remember the friend of my brothers who stayed with us for a while? this is what the message said:

"Hey Beautiful, Listen to a song called "Somebodys me" by Enrique Iglesias, it describes exactly how I feel about you, love you! xoxo"

I just listened to it and thought it was really really sweet!
I'll try and show you the lyrics sometime since I don't think you can put music on blogs...

Sorry if this post was a bit hyper or weird because I'm not in the greatest of poetically writing moods right now but I gave it a shot.


Kimmiixox

Typing like the wind...

Hey!

This is just a short post written reeeaaaaaaaallly really fast so I apologise in advance for any posssible spelling mistakes!

Not alot happened to day, I had choir and the teacher just keeps pickin' on me! hahah I had to sing a bit of soprano again.
Also a kid in my class, Adam, gave me just about the lamest insult I've ever gotten in my life:

"C yoU oN Tuesday"


He actually spelt it like that on a note he passed to me in science, if you don;t get it, just take the letters written in caps and thats the insult...I thought it was stupid hahaha but anyway.

Thats about it, just thought I'd tell you to check out the lyrics to the song I told you I wrote and it shoudl be somewhere
over there ---->>>

So yeah...thats about it.


Kimmiixox

Kill The Boys...

Hey!
today was pretty much just an ordinary day of school.

Emily was limping around all day because her Dad has lots of race horses and one of them stood on Emily's foot, not to mention it was super heavy and was wearing horse shoes...ouch!
So since we couldn't play soccer or walk around like we usually do, Emily and I sat down and were just randomly talking..then suddenly I started humming a tune, and then I suddenly started singing about how I want to kill all the boys in our class, if you guys ask me nicely I might post the lyrics on here hahaha.

The only other interesting part of the day was history, well Ms. East (our sub) asked us to read through our text book and take notes in pairs, so Emily and I went to the back of the room and I jotted down about a page of notes. But then there was a knock on the classroom door and Josh, the eighth grader, came in and asked if he could borrow a sheet that we had used in english and Ms. East chose me and told me to collect me sheet and give it to Josh, so I got my sheet from my locker and passed to Josh, and when I passed it our hands touched and he looked at me with a megawatt smile and said:

"Thanks, Kim..."

Then when I walked back into the classroom Cassie and Lexia were sitting there and suddenly said:

"Oh my gosh, your so red! are you okay?"

If I haven't already mentioned it I only go red when I see or talk to someone I like but I don;t know if I think of Josh that way.


Any way thats all for today, let me know if ya want to see the lyrics!


Kimmiixox

Sentimental Teachings...

Hey!
this whole thing with us girls is totally weird, all the teachers are suddenly teaching us about friendship and what means the most to us. I know friendhsip is a big part of life and most schools focus on it but this is different, our school doesn't focus on it so we found it really weird.

Anyway, thngs with Jade have improved I'll admit but it's still not what I imagined, I mean, she says a hurried "hello, goodbye" as we pass eachother but thats all, I know I can't expect us to be best friends again and I'm not expecting it at all, I'm not sure I'd even want that but this still feels like were giving eachother the cold shoulder all the time.

Things with David are good, I think I am completely over him so definatly less stress over that, may the perving-for-a-new-guy begin? Just Kidding!

Not alot to talk about today...I think I'm going to steal the idea of brilliance of some other blog writers which is to.......ask a random question!

How old were you when you first dated? and if you haven't dated yet what age do you think is appropriate?

Well thats about it....

Kimmiixox

Circle of Truth& Tears...

Hey!
sorry for not posting, I was in a pretty sentimental and confused mood yesterday so I will tell you what happened now instead.

Well it was in the morning at school and a few of the boys including Matt who is Emily's ex had made a complete mess of the classroom, I'm talking floor covered, there was that foam that comes in packaging in big blocks, yeah that was broken all over the floor.
Well of course Mrs. Lander went skitz at all of us but then she sent us to our first class which was english but I have to say, we didn't actually do much. Most of the time was taken up by Mrs. Lander pulling people out of class asking about all these issues that were going on in friendships and messing up the classroom and vandilizing (spelling?) school property.
When I was called out I was just asked about specific things Jade and Breanna had done to me and Emily like the time they made a petition of who hates Kisschasy who of course Emily and I love. So then we went off to recess and Emily and I just walked around trying to avoid a verbal attack from Jade and Breanna. After recess we had Bible Study since our school is of a Christian belief and we were all sitting there waiting for Mrs. Lander to say something while she stared at us for a while, after a bit she said in a simple calm voice:

"All girls follow me, we all need to have a discussion. Boys, behave yourself, the principal will be here soon to check on you"

So we all followed Mrs. Lander to the middle of our school oval where she told us to sit in a circle. After we were all seated Mrs. Lander gave us a small lecture about how we are becoming young women and that we are at the time where we discover who we really are and decide on our characteristics through our actions and how we are going to be for the rest of or lives.
Then Mrs. Lander did the whole "Speak now or forever hold your peace" thing. You would not believe some of the friendship problems that were happening under everyones noses but no one said anything, by the end almost everyone was crying, including me and for those who are wondering, Jade did apologise but it wasn't to last. The moment was really sweet and I thought things would change but after the conversation we went to have a break where we could talk to te people we had hurt alone and everything and Jade, Emily and I were talking and we each hugged and said sorry and then since I am such a cry baby I started crying again and Jade turned around and goes:

"don't cry! you look like such a stupid wimp!"

Then Breanna walked up behind us and Jade looked at us and then turned and walked off not looking back. I know I might be overreacting but that isn't exactly what I was hoping for, Mrs. Lander told us that if things got worse to tell her immediatly but I don't think this counts as worse...
What do you guys think? I really need help here!


Kimmiixox

Dibber Dobbers...

Hey!
Today was a pretty good day, not alot happened, I had choir practice and Mrs. Lander made me sing a soprano part of a song by myself in front of everyone even though I'm alto and can barely reach the notes...that was embarressing! but by a miraculous occurance I reached the notes while the others were listening. Some people might not know what I am talking about, baisically:

Soprano = the really high girl singers
Alto = the lower but not really low girl singers

So that is all that happened really....

Oh! actually something else did happen,
while we were standing in the classroom just before we were about to go home Jade suddenly stood up on her chair while Emily was standing next to her and screamed at the top of her voice:

"EMILY'S SAVING HERSELF FOR RYAN!!"

If there are some people who are totally against sexual comments and everything I apologise deeply but that just proves that what she said was wrong, Ryan is a kid in our class and he isn't that bad but everyone descriminates him so yeah..
I walked up to Emily and asked her if she was okay and then I just walked up to Jade and just said:

"Jade, just leave her alone"

Now I know it's bad to tell on people and it's something only "dibber dobbers" do but Emily, myself and everyone else are just so sick of Jade and Breannas behaviour so we went and talked to Mrs. Lander about it and she asked me when it even started so I ended up going right back to her random texts to me about how she didn't like me anymore and how ever since they have just been against us generally so Mrs. Lander is going to talk to her tomorrow but I can almost promise that Emily and I are going to be given alot of crap (excuse the language) from Jade from telling on her but if it gets rid of the problem I can handle it.

Well that was my uneventful day so I might go comment on some blogs or something now;;


Kimmiixox

The Road To Recovery...

Hey!
Thankyou so much for commenting on my last post, I know two of you did.
I really needed that advise and
I understood where you were coming from and decided that I would do something about it so now, as you may tell from the title, I have decided to move on from David, I won't forget him or stop liking him as a friend but I have just decided to face that our "love reletionship" or whatever you want to call it is over and possibly take a complete 100% break from him temporarily until I am definatly over it.

It is 11:30 pm so my memory is really bad but one of you did ask me other people that I hung out with so I will talk a bit about that,
I hang out with nearly every one I have mentioned in my first or second post or people I have just randomly mentioned , if you can't be bothered finding it I will try to list the names:

Jacqui
Gracie
Sebby
Cassie
Emily
Callum
Fraz
Lexia
Booty
Keera
Josh (the one I almost had detention with, lets call him Josh. S from now on)


There are a few other people that I hang out with that I don't exactly consider "friends" such as Jade and Breanna who talk to me but I have to admit I don't have very nice feelings for them.

Hope thats enough, if you want details or ideas of anything you want me to write write about just let me know,


Kimmiixox



I'm being yelled at by the parents at the moment so I might post later or something for the rest, just wanted to thank you!!!!!

Kimmiixoox

Unwanted Feelings...

Hey!I hate the way feelings can't be controlled, I hate the way things seem to go wrong exactly when you need things to go right,I hate the way people can use you with out having a care in the world, But most of all I hate that even though these things are true, you can still love the person whos doing it to you or causing you to feel that way.I can't stand these feelings, I don't want to like David! things aren't going to change, people tell me they love me like Callum or Booty and I reject them not because I don't like them, but because for an unknown strange mental reason I feel I have to be loyal to David, loyal to the person who has caused me more pain then anyone else. How stupid does that sound? I feel ridiculous just typing it.

Not much happened today, just went over to Gracies and got some stuff ready for school and texted Fraz.

Sorry for depressing post, guys!!

Kimmiixox

The Fair Of Disaster....

Okay, the heading is maybe a little exaggeration but I guess I had better just tell you what happened.

Well, we got to the fair and we all met up,
me, Booty, David, Cassie, Sophie.

Then we went to a small booth thing that some army people had set up and they were using real guns for demonstrations because David and Cassie love stuff about the wars and things like that, you should see them, give them a gun and they could tell what it is in a second. So then we just started walking around and I was just talking to Sophie and I really really hate to say it but...she was pretty nice. I don't want to like her though, I want to hate her for what shes done, I think I sound stupid when I say that but Cassie keeps telling me its reasonable, what do you guys think?
Anyway, this is when I cracked. There is another girl that goes to Davids school named Erin and she is the typical "hot girl" Blonde, blue eyes, super skinny....obviously I was super jealous when he started flirting with her and ditching us to hang out with her, he was throwing little flirty messages and saying flirty things to me all morning but then she came along....I felt so..used.
Do you guys think thats reasonable?
Well then I was texting him last night and he was flirting again! here are some of his messages

David: lol I wuv you Kim
David: lol your the best, Kim....THE BEST!

But then he started asking me what I thought of Erin and saying:

"Could you tell I was flirting with her? :P"

I just felt like saying to him:

"Yes I could tell! you did it right in front of me! the girl who you are apparently "so sorry" for hurting."

But of course I didn't, I just laughed along.

Anyone got any advise for me? I just don't know what to do...


Well I guess I had better reply to my comments!

PF Nelly - Hey! yeah I love feeling like a kid... hahaha you can have a tattoo anyday! yeahh shes being really nice now. Thanks for commenting!

xo LilMizMari xo - Hahaha! I have always wanted to suck helium!! but I have never done it....yet :P Thanks for commenting!

Sammy - Hey! Cassie is definatly acting better even in front of people. We were talking a bit more personal today so I guess it depends on if she wants to talk about something?
Hahaha! your teacher regulations have just cheered me up!! those sound perfect hahah.

Thanks guys..!

Kimmiixox

Comments& Question...

Hey!
This is a response to comments and a little question I have on my mind. If you want to actually read about what happened today and you haven't already just scroll down and read your heart out.

...........COMMENTS.................

PF Nelly - Hey! we don't go to competions..at least not yet. Recently we have been requested to sing somewhere but they haven't told us where yet. Is you friend soprano? if your not sure it doesn't matter. Thanks for reading!!

xo LilMizMari xo - Hey! I will write about the fair tomorrow for ya. Hahaha yeah..thats our Emily. Funny little Bunny...random much?

Sammy - Hey! hahaha no detention yet but I am expecting it soon. Hahaha, whats happening to schools these days? I wonder what the requirements for being a teacher are..? Thanks for commenting!!


Well thats all.... now for a small question

What religious beliefs do you guys have?

No descrimination shall meet you on my part, curiousity has just gotten the better of me.
Please asnwer my question and I will post about the fair tomorrow or Sunday.


Kimmiixox

A Little Kid Again...

Hey!
Don't you love it when you dress up or muck around and you feel like a little kid again and you act stupid just because it's fun and you don't care about other peoples thoughts? I felt like that today.

My parents own a shop, I'd tell you what it is but I don't want any stalkers :P
But anyway my parents asked me if I would set up a booth outside their shop just for the day, so I saw this as an oppurtunity to talk to Cassie and spend some time with her so I called her up and she came and we set up a little table outside the shop and we sold temporary tattoos and put them on little kids, while we were sitting there we just never stopped laughing and we earned about $10.50 from donations, the tattoos themselves were free but people were nice hahaha.
After a while we decided we would close for a bit so we went and sat outside the back of my parents store where there is a huge set of stairs and we just sat there talking with our legs spread over the pathway and every 5 minutes or so people would try to walk over us and give us weird looks...then we moved and let them through and we just cracked up laughing.
So in the end I didn't talk to her, it never seemed like the right time, I feel like I've discovered that talking personally isn't the major thing with Cassie and me. We have fun together and thats all that matters, we don't need heart-to-hearts, just eachothers company.

So thats today, tomorrow I am going to the local fair with Cassie and then meeting up with Booty, Sophie, David and another one of my mates Fraz. Of course I'm excited/nervous about seeing David but please don't blame me for feeling like it might be awkward with Sophie there but she has just as much right as me to be there since she is Bootys girlfriend so I will live, Cassie promised that if it was terrible we could just go hang out together without them.
So I'll post about that tomorrow night or maybe Sunday.

Just about to watch a movie so I will respond to comments later or something


Kimmiixox

Some Things Shouldn't Be Seen...

Hey!!
Sorry for the lacking in posts, the mood just wasn't there, but now it is! so prepare for a post.

Yesterday was choir practice, yes I joined a choir. For those few people who say "Choirs are so gay!" and yes that is a quote from people in my class, in my defence it was either choir or a 1,5oo word assignment with an oral presentation and a model we had to make. I'm sorry I would rather choir.
During choir our teacher lets call her...Mrs. Lander. Well she was doing hand signals to tell us when to sing and stuff like that but her shirt was really tight, so whenever she lifted her arms her shirt would go up and show ALOT of her stomach and then when she put her arms down the shirt would stay up. Also whenever she lifted her arms she had huge dark sweat stains on her armpits....now I'm not one of those people who try to be mean and everything but "ew.." I actually like her as a teacher as much as a kid can like teachers.

Well overall this isn't a very interesting post but there are a few things that might be coming up.

There is the local show/fair on all long weekend so that should be fun..I still don;t know who I am going with.
Some of you might know of a band called Kisschasy, well I might be going with Emily to see them live so that should be fun.
Just a little story I will share with you about Kisschasy, during history we were split into groups for a quiz, our group was Gracie, Emily and me. Considering Emily is obsessed with them she insisted we call our group Kisschasy and so we told the teacher and she wrote "Kchasey" on the board and when Emily asked her why she wouldn;t write "Kisschasy" the history teacher says

"I'm sorry, Emily. It sounds like your trying to invite a game when you say that and it is very inappropriate"

Not funny? Emily thought it was hahaha.


WEll I guess its time for......Comments!!!.......

live-laugh-love-sing xx - hahaha he is horrible. No, I don't know who threw the stone and everyone I have asked has no clue either. Hahaha I doubt Josh likes me!!

PF Nelly - No, no one I know knows who threw the rock, hahaha no I wasn't showing off, or was I? Nah I wasn't.

xo LilMizMari xo - hahaha, wow you've had some bad teachers! Thats okay, comment whenever you like..

Sammy - Hmm...interesting lol. I agree, huge overreaction on his part. Yes..he may have killed me, but I'm brave :P Just Joking! Wow...I didn't know I write my blog a different way to anybody else? But thanks for reading!!

Christizle yo' - Hmm...veryy interesting. Hahaha, Josh has been talking to me heaps lately..suspicious much? Thanks for the advise!

Thanks for reading!!


Kimmiixox.

Teachers& Their Annoying Ways...

Hey!
Well recently I have become a rebel *gasp* shocking I know! I haven't really, I am actually getting blamed for something I never even did...I suppose I should tell you about it...

Well, we were in PE and we were playing baseball. I'll call him Mr. Philly well he is one of my least favourite teachers and hes kind of a show off so he was batting and doing a pretty bad job of it. Meanwhile Emily and I were sitting behind some nets that separate us from the oval when suddenly Mr. Philly turns around holding a small stone in his hand and screams

"Who threw the stone at me?!"

and none of us replied so he got even more angry his scream got louder

"Who did it?!"

one of us said anything again, his face went really red and he suddenly looked at Emily and I and around 6 other people and suddenly said

"Okay, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you go back to the classroom now! I'll talk to you in a minute" So..

Me
Josh (not the Josh I mentioned before)
Sebby
Emily
Keera
Jonty
Belinda

Grace (not the same person as Gracie)

walked back to the classroom and just sat around and talked for about half an hour until Mr. Philly came back to the classroom, he got us to sit at our desks and took a deep breath then said

"okay, now will you tell me who threw the stone? I know it was one of you 8!"

when none of us said anything his calm face faded and he started screaming at the top of his voice

"Fine Then!! Detention for all of you until one of you admits to it!"

when he was gone I offered to admit to it even though I didn't do it so we didn't have to get detention but Josh was suddenly being nice to me, he usually doesn't talk to me but when I offered he walked over to me and patted me on the shoulder and said

"Nah, don't worry about it, it's just detention, don't say you did if you didn't"

and smiled and walked away.
I was majorly shocked, where was this coming from?
Any ideas, let me know.

okay Time for: ............COMMENTS.................

Christizle yo' - I'm still trying to get up the courage to talk to Cassie again since I got shut down the first time but I will definatly talk to her. I totally know how you feel about the second best thing, I feel like that alot. I thought it was stupid about their names as well, aww...thankyou for saying I'm awesome, I don't hear that alot hahaha Thankyou!

Sammy - Thanks for commenting, really? you'll read my blog? I feel special now haha, Thankyou heaps!

xo LilMizMari xo - Wow! thankyou so much for all of your advise! I did what you said about Lexia and it totally worked, we are friends now but I'm still kind of jealous of her. I will have to try your advise on Cassie the problem is I'm stilling gaining the courage to do it but I promise I will do it! and Thanks for saying I'm terrific! You helped loads so Thankyou!!!

PF Nelly - Hahaha, thanks! I get told I use words in a strange way so I guess this is the result!
Wow...you are the first person to use my advise against me, congrats hahaha. I have talked to Lexia and she has forgiven me, thanks for all your advise!


Well that's all really, comments and advise of any sort would be loved and greatly appreciated.


Kimmiixox

Back To Haunt Me...

Hey..
Today is my day of minature and meaningless depressions..
Just an ordinary Saturday afternoon, surfing the net and talking to friends.
But this one old problem keeps haunting me and coming and going as if testing my emotions.
It's the Cassie problem..
It's as if the conversation and the promise to talk more personally never occured.


I can't help but think it's only her, I know its mean and I'm probably part of the problem but every time I try to talk to her personally she replys with a meaningless answer and changes the subject. I even came to the stage where I asked her about it but she simply said:

"What are you talking about?"



And being the kind of person I am I backed out. I just said

"Nevermind"


I'm not sure whats going on between us anymore.


Also:

There is a girl in our class called Lexia.
Recently there was a fight between me, Emily, Cassie, Lexia and Matt (Matt = Emily's boyfriend)

The thing is..Lexia doesn't approve of Matt and Emily and thinks they shouldn't like eachother so when they decided to date, they made Cassie and I promise not to tell Lexia. We thought it wouldn't be a big deal and that aslong as Lexia didn't ask about it we would never have to lie about it but just so something could go wrong, she asked us straight up if they were going out. I looked at Cassie who was standing next to me to see what she would say and she said:

"No way!"

Then Lexia looked at me, I didn't know what to say. So I lied too.
Then recently Lexia found out about Matt and Emily and how we had lied and got really mad and said that she could never trusts us again and all her friends had abbandoned her.
But only one day later, Cassies MSN name changed..it now says:

Cassie LOVES Lexia!!

But thats not all, Lexias name now says:

Lexia LOVES Cassie!!

And as stupid as it sounds, I got jealous. I mean, just yesterday they hated eachother and now they are best friends. But Cassie and I have never had a fight but she chooses to ignore me and I know its stupid but I can't help it.

I am expecting discrimination but it's how I feel...I keep having feelings like "What is wrong with me?"
I'm starting to discover that in most peoples eyes..I'm second best. I'm not saying that we hvae to be put in order from most important or anything its just that I think we shoud be equal but I never feel like that anymore. its like I have to impress them to earn their approval all the time or something.

Any ideas, advice or feedback would be highly appreciated even if your just commented to say I'm paranoid.

Kimmiixox

Keeping it Real...

Hey!
So not much happened today...but if anything happens or I suddenly remember something that happened today that miraculously you guys might find interesting I will post it later on tonight.

Right now I have a few things on my mind..

1. Something Sam said on one of her posts.
2. A comment left on Rachels blog before she left.

I really hope these people don't mind me quoting them, talking about them etc..

I guess I had better explain.
First I'll start with the comment on Rachels blog:
Well some of you might have seen it but some of you might not, right before she left she was getting some hatemail and one of the comments was posted by an anoymous commentor who said something along the lines of:

"There is no need to lie on a blog"

And I believe that 110%. Also something Sam mentioned, she was talkinng about how when she writes her problems in her blogs, the problems seem to fade and I have realised as I have started to write things about Callum and David in this blog things haven't fixed themselves but I feel heaps better about it.

So this blog is going to become a bit more indepth, not much is going to change,I will still write about my life, guy problems etc.. but I will talk about them with more of my thoughts and things like that so I can really get them out there, if you know what I mean.

Some of you might think I am talking all mushy or crap (excuse the language) but I just think that I will do this, not really for everyone else, but for me...I apologise for any selfishness you may sense in that statement but I promise I am not trying to show a selfish side of me, just the real me..

Sorry if you think this change is a bad idea but like I said..I'm doing it for me..


Kimmiixox

NOTICE: I thought I would ask a question to the people that comment here as well..

"How many times is appropriate to break up then get back together?"

If you coud answer that, thanks so much

What To Do...

Hey!

So you guys were asking what I said to Callum, well here it is:

Callum: I love you...will you go out with me?
Kim: Callum..I think it's nice that you like me but I only see you as a friend, nothing more. Going out with you would be like dating my brother... except less discusting then my real brother.
Callum: Oh...I understand..
Kim: Please don;t be mad at me!! I just don;t want to lose you as a friend
Callum: It's okay...I have to go.. I love you, Kim... xoxox
Callum has signed off.

I'm sorry if you think thats mean...but I just said what I felt.
Do you think I did the right thing?


Kimmiixox

Here We Go Again...

Hey..
Guess what just happeneed..
I was just talking to Callum over MSN like usual and suddenly he goes

"I Love You, Kim"

And we are good mates so I didn't know if it was a friend thing or not so I just asked him:

"In what way?"

And he said:

"I really love you, like truly"


I couldn't believe it...first Booty now Callum. My luck with guys is going down the tubes.
All my friends want me and the ones I like never like me.
I'm not full of my self I promise, I don't know why they like me and don't expect me to they just always seem to.
I'm sorry about this post guys, I just thought I'd tell you.


Kimmiixox

My Impressive Tennis Skills...

Hey,
sorry for not posting yesterday. I am home sick from school today so I feel like crap..so since nothing is happening today, I will tell you about yesterday.

Yesterday our school had a sports day. Baisically everyone had to choose a sport and we would go and play round robins of that game for the whole day. I chose tennis.
Now I am a sporty person but I have to admit I suck at tennis, but I thought it would be fun to play it anyway and plus Gracie was doing it as well. Before we even began everyone was having random hits on the courts and they were really good! Me and Gracie ended up making a pledge that whenever we made a mistake we would burst out laughing and not worry about it...we laughed alot that day.

But anyway, at one stage this girl walked past me and Gracie on our way to one of our games and she stared at me for a bit then screamed "OH MY GOSH! Your Kim! you went out with Dave!!! HAHAHA" then she turned to her friend and then her friend said "Your Kim?! I have never met you before but David and Callum say your really nice!!" I was so shocked..all I could think of to say was "uhh..thanks?"

All through the day they kept telling all their friends that it was me and screaming things like "Kimmi winkle!!" while I was playing my games. I couldn't help but laugh! It was weird though.


I got majorly sunburnt and me and Gracie won 2 out of 7 games...we didn't go so well but we had fun.


Now it's time for comments!

Christizle yo' - Hey! yeah I love sport..I'm good at some I suppose but I only do it for the fun really. Hahaha I love doing that to Emily, she reacts to it heaps.

xo LilMizMari xo - Hey! yeah, me and Jacqui write songs like that alot. We plan to be rich and famous and sing them all over the world...or maybe not? Thanks for the comment!

live-laugh-love-sing xx - Hey! yeah I still like David heaps. I got teased today abit today! It was funny though, I didn't worry about it much.


Thanks for the comments guys! I realise the pain you mjst go through to read all the way through my posts.


Kimmiixox