hey,
well I've been in a non-talkative kind of mood lately, kinda down about some stuff..
my first reaction was to write about it, but this feels really personal. I know I can tell you guys anything, since you have never met the people and this is generally the place we go to tell stuff we can;t tell anyone else, right?
but I'm feeling hesitant to tell you about this articular thing, so what do you guys think? should I vent bout it?
I suppose I'll fill the rest of the post with other stuff..
ohh yeah! I went to a girl, Brittney's birthday party and it was seriously fun! it was kind of a pool party/movie thing.. we were dancing to music and mucking around and then we went out to the pool and a girl Elley was daring everyone to strip down to their undies and go for a swim, I cheated =P cause I already had my bathers underneath but it was really fun and the water was FREEZING cause we were swimming at like 6;00pm so yeah..
then later on most people went home but some of us (Lexiaa&Cassie& a girl called Marli& I) stayed for a sleepover and we stayed up til' 2am watching The Ring 2 under a doona on the couch and Marli hates scary movies so every five or so seconds she'd hide her head under the doona and scream and go, "is it over yet!?" and we'd all just crack up laughing so yeahh,
Then we stayed up until 3 just talking about stuff and Lexiaa was asking me about Sebby and if I liked him and then everyone was asking me about him because me and Sebby have really started getting along recently and even though I haven;t told him (or anyone for that matter) about the "big issue" I'm having he still manages to make me feel better and yeah.. he gave me hugs today hahahaa I felt special!
And now Thermo is getting mad at me because he thinks I wanted to go out with Sebby the whole time we were going out which of course I didn;t and I'm not even sure I'd wanna go out with him now, we just get along as friends so yeah, now both he and Nathan are super mad at me, sometimes I think I made a mistake but then I think back to how I felt during the time I was thinking about breaking up with him, it was terrible, I still cared for him but I felt like I was living a lie.. I just don;t know anymore..
well I suppose thats all the venting for today, please let me know about whether you think I should talk about my "issue"..
I might post a picture post soon..
we'll see..
love you all!
Kimmiixox
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Heya.
Well, I suppose my obvious answer would be, tell us if you WANT to tell us.
You know that no matter what, we'll try to help, and we're not going to be judgmental (dunno if that's relevant or not... meh!)
So yeah, I think it's good to vent feelings rather than bottle it up inside, but if you think it's too personal to tell us, then that's understandable, too.
Haha, party sounded like fun.
And I'm sorry about Thermo being mad at you, did you explain to him about it? :Z
Oh, and yaaaay, a picture. :]
Sorry for the short-ish comment...
<3
tell us if you feel comfortable telling us its not like we're gonna judge you or spread rumours or anything coz we're nice people =]
wow the birthday party sounds like fun [=
i cant remember if ive seen the ring or not...i dont think i have im gonna look for it on the weekend.
ok well thats it for now
xxo
telllll usssssss nowwwwww.
:)
xo hi hi xo
Ohhh tell us!
Good about the party.
Bad about Nathan and Thermo.
Tell Us. Trust Us. Tell us!
Then we can help!
xo bi bi xo
i think you should vent but only if you want to =]
mybe you should explain everything to thermo and talk to nathan?
xo.
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