Booty&Some Other Stuff...

Hey,
First topic, Booty.
Booty is one of Davids friends, so baisically we met over the internet which sounds worse then it really is, its not like hes a stalker or anything since Cassie, David and Callum are friends with him. Booty was nice to me straight away which sounds lame but as some of you have might have noticed, I tend to lower myself down. For example, if someone asks me if I think I'm pretty? I say no right away because I honestly don't think I am but it has come to my attention that other people seem to think I am but I always put it off as something they have to say because they are my friends. So casually in conversation over IM he was being really nice, but something about him didn't make him the kind of friend to lie about something like that since we had only just met...but he was already saying things like "I don't understand why you think you aren't pretty, I don;t care what you look like, your a legend in my eyes and anyone who says different is wrong" Now I know it sounds weird or possibly flirty but it really had an effect on me, it made me feel better about myself. So we were really good friends and then it came crumbling down with just a few words

"Will you go out with me?"

As soon as Booty said those words I was instantly shocked, he knew that I still cared about David and I had never met him before either so I said:

"Sorry no, we only just met. Maybe when I get to know you better"

After that he signed off, but then he came back and said sorry for everything and said it didn't matter because he loved someone else now who just happened to be one of my best friends, Emily. All he could talk about was Emily:

Booty- "Did you know her favourite colour is pink!?"
Me- "Yeahh, Booty. Shes like my best friend"
Booty- "Ohh, well did you know..."

And our conversations were never the same again.
After Emily rejected him Booty went nuts and was really sad. But then as I have mentioned before he asked Sophie out as a joke but when he told me he was going out with her, I didn't know it was a joke, so I wanted to be a good friend so I said

"cool! I'm happy for you, just don't get hurt"

I think he took it the wrong way because he signed off and never came back on, I haven't heard from him since. I sent him an e-mail asking him how he is and everything and I haven't gotten a reply so maybe he hates me. I really miss him like crazy but theres nothing I can do, like always I ruined it.
So thats Booty!

On another note,
You suggested I ask Cassie to ask David for me.
The thing is, Cassie is confusing me.
We opened up to eachother and promised we would never go back to how we were, but she did. It's as if nothing has changed, shes back to ignoring me when I talk to her and she acts weird around me. So now I don't know if I can open up to her or ask her to do something for me without feeling awkward. Please give me some feedback on this because life is really testing me now.

Kimmiixox