Living in a World of Medication& Bed Rest...

Hey!
sorry for not posting since...Tuesday I think it was.. I have been really sick with this stupid headache and it even came to the stage where I had to go to the doctors because it was just to severe in my mums words, so now I am taking, no joke, 6 tablets per day for 1 and 1/2 weeks then I have to go back to the doctors and if it's still going badly I have to get a cat scan but my mum thinks I'll be okay, easy for her to say :(
So anyway.. school fair tomorrow! nothing special happening, I have to sing with the choir at 10:30 and do a bin round at 1:00 pm and then I am just going to hang around I suppose..nothing better to do hahah.
In other news, I may not be able to meet fancy Italian dude cause' my mum is saying that I can't go because it is on a school day and if she drives me I will miss school and she doesn't want that and she doesn;t want me taking the train by myself because it's a pretty long way and it's to a city where there are all those druggys and scary people hahahaa.
What else happened..oh yeah! I may or may not have told you that Emily has recently gotten a new boyfriend and at lunch time today there was a romour that he was hanging out the front of the school so Cassie, Lexia and some other people went to see if it was true and sure enough there were two guys riding around on their bikes but Emily never got to see him because she was training for this school competition for cricket or something so yeahh..then Matt (Emily's ex) crossed out of school grounds to talk to them and got a huuuuuuuge lecture from the vice principal.
Also news on Josh and Bethany, apparently recently they broke up but then Bethany's mum found out and heard Bethany crying and somehow got them back together. Then today I was talking to her and I asked her how she was and everything and to be nice I asked about her and Josh, her answer was longer and more detailed then I thought it would be. She kept talking about how hes "so boring" and never does anything with her, then she said that she thinks the only reason hes dating her is cause' her mum told him to. Then she grabbed my shoulders, turned me around and faced me toward where Josh was. He was wearing one of those hats,
<< like that. Except it was black and Josh looked soo cute, I was just staring at him, then Bethany interupted my thoughts by complaining about how he was fridget and how shes taking depression pills because he doesn;t hang out with her enough which confused me because everytime I saw them today they were together except for the last few minutes I was talking to Bethany, then my bus came so I gave her the best advice I could think of, "If you love/like him, then talk to him about it. If you don't, then explain it to him and leave him because your not doing any good for either of you by staying if you don't." I apologized to her because I am not very good at advice and then I left for the bus, all the way home I couldn't stop thinking about what would happen if Bethany and Josh broke up..I couldn't help thinking about what it would be like if we ever go together but then I decided to forget it. Even if they did break up I don;t think I could ever do that to Bethany, she'd hate me so much. So thats about it...here I am! Thats about all I have to say.. please leave comments! Kimmiixox